As I rewatch this vlog for the third time, I realize that I don't feel the same anxiety I felt last week with the first one. I'm still insecure about certain things and wish I had the professional lighting, sound, makeup, and hair, which a big budget studio has to offer. But instead of feeding into that, I realize that when I have all of that, I will miss these moments; the moments when I'm bold, brave, courageous and didn't know any better. When I'm not concerned about ratings, networks, being jaded and entitlement. When I am not censored and controlled by an executive. This is where I learn, this is where I grow, and this is where I hone my craft. The bad lighting, my cat meowing, the NYC sirens, cars and trains in the middle of rush hour, blaring as I speak, that is my test audience. And instead of focusing on my surroundings, what I want to look and sound like, I chose to focus on being free, present and participating in the moment.
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P.S. I am fascinated by the light switch that I sit next to in my living room. I don't know what it controls, and I've never turned it on or off, in all the years I've been living there. And I'm scared to touch it because I feel like it will shut off all the lights in my neighborhood, and the Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles will appear.
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